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Gratifying Pain

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16 comments, last by JmarsKoder 24 years, 2 months ago
I can feel the pain. It is so gratifying. I love this pain, I lust this pain. The tear crystalized in my soul turns to a dimond. It is this dimond that keeps me dead. Enjoying the bright death. But when this crystal melts, and the pain is unmasked. When the pain is recipricated. No longer gratifing. The lust will live. And I too shall live my death. For then I am truely the living dead. JmarsKoder: Founder of "The Minds of Kosine" http://www.kosine.cjb.net/ A group for the most passionate coders. "The Art of Code"
I am XiCI don't do talk, I code: passion is my feul. Use my programs, experience XiC. http://www.x-i-c.com/
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o_O.....
*blink*

email: chickawow@netzero.net

annex software: http://annexsoftware.cjb.net
...Jmars, either that''s some really cool flavor text for that RPG you''re working on, or you ought to head over the the Depressed Teenager thread


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random-nomad
Lol, in case it''s for a storyline, dimond isn''t a word, but diamond is .

"When people tell you they want to hear the truth, you know that their lying."
The scares left back, from my mercyless abuser. He loves what he does. His cruelty is unsurpassed. His life consists of only harming and hindering every part of my soul. His intruments of torture are all intangible. He uses words. He use the intangible dagger of reality. He uses the knives of thought. This abuser is the closest person to me in my life. He is the only one who i can talk to. He and only he understands my suffering, though he imposes it. He and I are ONE, for he is myself.

JmarsKoder: Founder of "The Minds of Kosine" http://www.kosine.cjb.net/

A group for the most passionate coders. "The Art of Code"
I am XiCI don't do talk, I code: passion is my feul. Use my programs, experience XiC. http://www.x-i-c.com/
Born from the Ashes of Human Imagination
Into a realm of Eternal Damnation
I am the Incarnation
Of Human Destruction

You let me grow inside of you
Pushing me down
never telling anyone about me
keeping my secrets
I grow stronger everyday
I feed of your pain
One day I will own you
My name is rage.

You feed me with your pain
I act as a defence for all your other emotions
You need me.
You call me.
By name.
My name is MAXIM.

I''m cold
heartless
cruel
yet you love me
you know what I can do
you love the fact that I am unstopable
you know my name.

The day will come
when all shall perish by my hand
You fear that day
You fear you too will seize to exist
Fear not.
I am you.
We are one.
But I am stronger
give in to me...

feel the power of MAXIM
Born from the ashes of human imagination, into a realm of eternal damnation, I am the Incarnation of Human Imagination.
Sunshine, lollipops, rainbows
everything is wonderful when we''re together.
Brighter than a luck penny....

=)
I think pariah wins

Dare To Think Outside The Box
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Write more poetry.http://www.Me-Zine.org
You want deep beauty?
*clears throat*
*sings*

Is this the real life
Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me
-to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life has just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo, didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo (Anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silouhetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramoush will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening me
Gallileo
Gallileo
Gallileo
Gallileo
Gallileo figaro - magnifico
But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go - will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let me go
Will not let you go - let me go
Will not let you go - let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no-
Oh Mama mia mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for meeeeeee

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, anyone can see
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me
Anyway the wind blows..

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Edited by - firahs on 4/25/00 10:25:34 AM
Welcome to the wonderful world of DISTURBED.....
Love ya!
***"When I die, don't bury me, Just hook me up to my computer and I will live forever!"***

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